I think I am cursed ?!? (Honest answers only please this is serious)?

So, I honestly think I am cursed. Simply because the last 6 guys I have dated have been in the hospital or died. It seems like the more I care the more harm is done to them. Example I dated one guy, I liked him he ended up in a behavoral hospital. The guy I dated before him in a mental hospital. The guy after I really cared about and he almost died of heart failure and kept going to the hospital , he left me and got a transplant and is healthy. The guy after him I loved with all my heart he had a car wreck, then a coma (for an unknown reason) then found out he had lung cancer and died. I thought I would never ever love again, but I did and now the guy i love has cancer..... Help me!!! Please!!